In life there are things that we can not control. There are things we do not like. There are things we do not agree with. lately i have felt all these emotions. This adoption had brought some well a lot of these feeling up and lately it has been getting a little bit more intense. I think with the trip a few weeks away it adds to the whole situation. There is going to be a large group going this time and it will be great to get the amount of food to the children. It will be interesting to see how we all get to the orphanage. I really hope they bring more transportation. I am also every excited to see Z it has been 8 months. I have been trying to keep y mind busy with other stuff like work and friends and family but my mind always come back to "what will Z be like in this situation?" I am always day dreaming about her. And just recently i have started to dream about her a night but she is always a 5 years old Asian girl. I really thought she would be home by now.
Only 23 more days....
Just some thoughts and rambleings of some one you do not know or you think you know or you might know very well
4 comments:
I know how you feel! Z will be home before you know it and really this should be your last parent trip because the next time you go to Haiti it will be to pick her up, you are so close hang in there!
Thank you Mlg i know that everyone get discourage but it just feels like we have been doing this for so long and i know that you have been through so much more and we have had it (in the Haitian world ) perrty good but you are right we will hang in there
You are such an amazing trooper R! Z will be home soon, hang in there. ~Mare
R, Z will probably be the first, or one of the very first american adoption to take place from our orphanage, right? That will be very cool!
We are all cheering you on ! For those of us that have just started this race, not even technically at the start line (IBESR), you are our heros and give us hope as we read through your journey.Hang in there! Can't wait to meet you all in a few weeks :)
Bambi
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